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x____l i f e ^ o n the *m.u.r.d.e.r* ;; [[.s c e n e .♥]] x06 juni I've got a problemI think I am going to delete this thing because i have abanonded this blog. But i have seemed to form a personal attatchment to my blog, i have such good memories of ranting and bitching about people, so much that i dont want to delete it. Besides, i dont think anyone comes here anymore (Hi, silvana)
I'll probably delete it when i figure out how... and can be bothered.
06 december I cant think of a witty title, so this is what you get.I'm not much for updating this blog anymore. I think i should get back into it, but right now im busy with school (exciting i know). Also, I can't be bothered formulating good arguments nor thinking of anything to talk about. Want to read high- quality blogs written by someone who is much more brilliant than me and is all- round awesome? Then go here: http://heartofthesun9.spaces.live.com/?owner=1 and read what my good friend James has to say. He pretty much sums up what i think (with few exceptions) much more better than i would.
I felt the need to mention him because he has mentioned me several times in his blogs and also (to my own amusement) would like to see someone challenge his thoughts. He will take your opinions into high consideration, really. He enjoys feedbacks from his readers and ALWAYS repiles to them. I have never seen someone as dedicated as James.
Burns the almighty = brilliant.
Anyways- Back to my rant.
I never understood the need of putting pictures of yourself (posing) on your display picture. I dont want to see people trying to compete with Angelina Jolie for the "Person-who-has-the-fullest-lips-and-sexiest-pout". Nor do i want to see the same pose except a different coloured shirt everytime you sign on. It's horrible. People LAUGH at you. I laugh at you. People only do it to:
a) Get attention- " Rhonda do you think my eyebrows look bad in this picture... What about my face. does it look fat to you?". Chances are I hate your eyebrows and your face has been fat since you were three years old. I dont care how hairy your eyebrows are, your armpits and legs are a different story. You think your face is fat? Go complain to your parents, its their fault, your fat, ugly and stupid
b) Want someone to comment on their picture- People who put their picture up ALWAYS want someone to comment on how pretty they are. Who doesnt want to hear they are pretty? Thats right- no one. They want to feel better about themselves because they are a mess of insecurites. I wouldnt blam them- they are stupid and have bad eyebrows. They want someone to say "Oh, my my arent you gorgeous. You look absolutely stunning". Then they laugh and shrug it off. Sorry folks, you arent going to get that comment from me.
Their main excuse:
"I was bored". What the fuck. Bored?. BORED?. Then pick up a hobby- read a fucking book, use your right hand. The world doesnt need to see bad pictures of yourself giving the camera the same "dignified" pout EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME because you were simply BORED. It's no wonder your fat, you sit around taking pictures of yourself in your spare time. It's shocking.
That is all for now. To those i offended by the frequent use of the word "fat", i apolgize.
Love me or hate me, its still an obession.
Rhonda. 30 augustus I Am Back..That's right people I am back, with much persuasion from Pavena, so you can thank her. Lots of things have been pissing me off lately, but the one that stands out the most, and the one i am most passionate about is the increasing popularity of a band (that i knew long before anyone else, i might add.. You knew i was going to do it, so shut the fuck up) with people that i can class (with great authority) as preps. Now i will admit that not ALL the people that have taken a sudden liking into Panic! At the disco are ALL preps, but it is those that probably don't listen to much rock- the only music that exists, nor would they of ever listened to Panic! At The Disco, if it wasn't for the radio nor in some peoples case; for Fall Out Boy.
Everywhere i turn, there are people singing the line "closing the god damn door" over and over again. Before i jumped to any rash conclusions, i stood and i waited to see if they knew the rest of the song, Hell even just the next word. But without much surprise i got NOTHING! They repeated that same line from "I Write Sins Not Tragedies". Over and over again. Then, they had the nerve to turn around to their equally dense and dim-witted friend can say "Have you ever heard of that band that sings that song that goes something like "closing the god-damn door", have you? They are totally cute, i so loooovee the lead singer". That is enough to send any true fan of Panic! At the disco, over the edge. It took every onuce of self control i have not to march up to those stupid tools and put them into their place.
What really pisses me off is that once one person started to like it, suddenly everyone was liking this "cool new band". I, for one have been listening to them since early-to-mid last year. NOT LATE 2006!. When i mentioned this band Or any band that i worship in fact, i got called "EMO" for it. Yet, it is now basically a fucking trend. That pisses me more off than that idiotic girl who needs to sew her mouth closed because of the simple fact, she brings misery to anyone that hears her sing.
Moving right along, It seems that the only person that is EVER mentioned when discussing Panic! At The Disco, is the lead, Brendon Urie-
omggggg i lo0000ooveee Brendonnnnn, he is just totally cutee, i want to marry him and have his babies". If i hear that one more time, i will rupture that girls ovaries, ovum, Hell any reproductive organ so she will be unfit to concieve ANY children! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I am sick and tired of hearing how hot the lead singer is. He is NOT the only one in the mother fuckn band. He is NOT the only one that does all the hard work. He is NOT the only one that deserves praise and approval. If you only like Panic! At the disco because of Brendons looks, or any other members looks (if you know them, that is) and think they are only good because they are a good source of "eye candy"- i will also spork your eyes, so you are unfit to see them anymore, which is turn makes me happy so i dont have to constantly hear the high pitched squeals and giggles when some peroxide-loving, cake-face whore decides to gush about Brendon. Also, some people knew Panic At the disco from another band, which signed them up. Now we can move two ways from here. If you genuinely like this band, i salute you, But if you are that other half that loves this band because of Pete Wentz, I hate you already. I love Fall Out Boy, but they also contributed to the fact that Panic! At the disco are so mainstream. Its true and you fucken know it. (This was directed to the true fans).
Also. the bands name is Panic! At the disco, NOT simply Panic. Do you think it makes you cooler when you say Panic? Dont give try and feed me the bullshit of it being "quicker" because it takes approximately less than two seconds to type in "At! the disco".
Panic! At the disco = People with a brain
Panic= an idiot.
So here are some rules-
If the only song you know from Panic! At the disco is- I Write Sins Not Tragedies
The only member you know is Brendon Urie.
If you only started to like them because they were on the radio
If you refer to them as Panic.
YOU ARE NOT A FAN! why i hear you ask, because you are simply an IDIOT, and frankly what i say is correct. I dont need to explain why, it is simply the way it is.
Rant Over. I have to finish my maths work and my chemistry. So i must leave you. It is good to be back. 06 juli Birthday Wishes...With the time so close, i decided it was time. Yeap, you guessed it (for the idiots, who now should run headfirst into traffic for not knowing the most important day of the year.... My birthday). In two weeks time, on the 14th to be exact, is my birthday, and from my opinion (which is the only one that really matters anyway) it should hold a religious factor to it, being highly important and all. Disagree? You shouldnt be breathing then.
Anyways, more to the point, i decided to make life easier for both you and me and write a birthday wish list. How will it make my life and yours easier you ask. Well its relatively simple, you know exactly what i want, and i dont have to feign happiness and pretend i like it, while in my mind i curse you for buying such a useless present. It seems a little harsh, but we have all done it. So.. be grateful that i decided to take the time and write this list. Some people think it is a little rude to do such a thing, but i dont care. So, here it goes
- any dvd's from the bands that i like (see awesome bands. Note: i have already purchased and impatiently waiting for my HIM dvd)
- the lord of the rings 3 set movie. I keep putting off buying it, and now i think it is time
- bands shirts of the bands i like (see awesome bands). I am a size extra small. so you have no excuse. wanna know a good place to buy em: utopia and blackwave, although they are in the city, so i wouldnt expect you to go to the city and get me some shirts
- tickets to taste of chaos ( in addition, a ride ) *if you do this for me, i shall forever love you and do as you please.
- any merch from the bands i like.
- in leading edge music (level 2 in westfields parramatta) there is the limited ed of the dark light album which comes with hand written lyrics from the man himself, ville valo. Guess who wants her hands on it.
- vans and/ or chucks. i want grey chucks (im a size 6-7)
- world domination (dont ask me how you can get me that, but i want it, so find a way)
- a painting done of either: the my chemical romance "three cheers for sweet revenge album cover", sonny moore, ville valo. and im not talking about small paintings. i want a big one.
and that my friends, is what i want. If your little mind can think of anything good, then well done and put it into practice.
*disclaimer* for items such as the limited ed HIM cd and lyrics, which is around 90 bucks, and your too tight, then SPLIT IT WITH SOMEONE. there is no excuse. You have been warned
21 juni The story behind me having genital wartsThe title says it all. i decided to clear everything up, before they got really out of hand. You see people, some person deicded to write on my pencil case, (in bold bold black, i might add) that i have genitall warts. I however am pleased to say, i DO NOT have genital warts.
now that has been cleared up, i wanted to take the time and say, i realized something just recently, and i cant believe it has taken me this long to realize it. What is it? i hear you ask. Well my friends, it is the fact that yours truly, gets abused ( both physically AND verbally) at school. Yes, i know, such a travesty, an awesome person such as myself be abused. Well it does happen; let me point out the things that i have to deal with on a daily basis
1. People insult me (mainly on my pencil case, but nevertheless, its still insults) ie. " Rhonda is smelly".... " Rhonda is a "doodle- head".. etc etc
2. Some person (shall remain nameless, for reasons i can not think of at the moment) decides to scream in my ear from time to time.
3. I get slapped, punched, stepped on, choked, pinched, shaken ( and by shaken i mean someone [ erhm pavena ] comes behind you unexpectedly whilst you are doing your work, grabs or hugs your head and shakes it. etc etc, you get the idea
4. Someone decided to spread the word ( again on pencil case, but nevertheless) that i have body parts that only exist on the opposite sex. i dont think i need to give you an example.
5. The Asian guys ( and dont call me racist for calling you that) tease me about liking other asian guys. This has gone on for about a year and a half now. I would also like to express my gratitude towards michelle and Tess for giving them ammunition about the whole "rhonda and evan thing". that still goes on til today.
6. Michelle and Mihalja decide to turn against me and put rubbish ( ie their sandwhich wrappings) in my pencil case while my back is turned, and then try to claim their innocence. i would also like to add those two are one of my closest friends, and mihljha is indeed my partner in OUR dictarship, so to have them turn against me, was extremely painful ( are you reading this guys?)
7. I randomly get ignored by some people, just to piss me off.
8. i get called "emo"... ( bastards, they shall pay) becuase i cant draw
And thats all i can think of at the moment. BUT it still proves my point. So any suggestions as to how i can avoid being abused, or how i can stop it, will be very much appreciated.
04 juni happy birthday leanneHappy Birthday Day Leanne !!
you are one of my closest friends and i love you to bits. this is where my sweetness ends. i cant think of anything else to say, so yeah.
oh, before i forget. i have claimed a seat in leanne's car as my own. if anyone takes that seat, i shall strap them to the car and personally make sure they stay there until i say so. dont say you havent been warned.
that is all. until next time 23 mei oh-my-god!HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS ARE COMING TO AUS!! YAY!!
and i wanna go! i will do ANYTHING DAMMIT ! to go to that gig ! so someone take me !! pleaseeee 03 mei x__ Hate Emos ?Hate Emos ??
read this ::
isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini skirt and a t-shirt that barely covers anything ??
isnt it funny you can change your music to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful ?
isnt it funny a guy can get away with being a "gangsta" but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone ??
ARE YOU LAUGHING ??
isnt it funny an emo can be all quiet thorughout the week but gets more shit then the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity??
isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends smoking, drinking but the minute someone mentions emo music you give them a lecture on melodramtic teenage outcasts ?
IM NOT LAUGHING...
isnt it funny that both you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not knowing the silent battle she is fighting ?
isnt it funny that you call call emos, punks, goths the retards but still mange to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart ??
keep on laughing
isnt it funny you can diss and do all that without any idea of knowing what is going on in this persons life ?? without knowing the situation between..
her family
her friends
or her life
brave is not getting up and dancing on a stage and stripping
nor saying a speech
or whatever
BRAVE IS :
going to school on mufti day and not for a second care about what the whores around you are saying about your clothing
listening to what you want to listen to and be proud of it
going through everyday with the things people say about you [ to your faceor behind your back ] and still keep quiet
knowing what your "friends" are saying about you and sitll call them your freinds
brave is knowing that tomorrow isnt a bright and happy future
its about knowing that tomorrow is another day of bitching and rumors
KEEP ON LAUGHING ..
*disclaimer* i take no credit from this.. its from
http://spaces.msn.com/kafwensalostcasepotatoes/ --- its a rad space.. go there now..
26 april An Ode To the OLD fansFor the old fans of bands [ im going to use my chemical romance as an example]
Dont you hate it when you have worshipped a band for as long as you can remember and then all of a sudden you have people claiming how much they love that band?
how you used to mention them and you'd have everyone laugh at you for listening to some " stupid emo band ". How you'd jump for joy when they were played on rage or something, knowing someone else liked them for them and nothing else ?
how i want to strangle those people who say " omg i love gerard soo much, hes so hot, i am the biggest mcr fan there is "seriously! ok 1. sure gerard is fukn sexual. 2. yes the band is rad. but fukn hell dont go claiming your the biggest my chem fan after you know only one song of theirs. serioiusly
i wouldnt care as much and i wouldnt be ranting here right now if:
1. people knew that bullets was my chems first album not three cheers for sweet revenge
2. knew ALL the names of the band members not only gerard..for the love of god people mikey, bob, ray and frank also make up the band you know
3. know other songs, other than im not okay [ i promise ] , helena and ghost of you
4. if people knew the history of my chemical romance. and not only started to like them becuase "everyone" else likes them. honestly ..
so there we have it, if you fit the above description, then you are allowed to discuss mcr with me. if not kindly throw yourself off a bridge somewhere.
much love.. 21 april stuffGreetings . . .
well im bored and i thought id write a little bout me instead of doing those little survey thingies =]
music is my life. without it i seriously would not survive.
i would die if i even smelt all members of HIM, all members of mcr, sonny moore, marilyn manson etc
i am obbessed with the concept of revenge, blood, death and ever since i heard mcrs: vampires will never hurt you, i became intrigued by vampires =]
i love the city and the beach
i can not live without my ipod. it must be carried at all times
bands that i worship are : HIM, mcr, the used, thrusday, , avalon drive, story of the year, from first to last, after the fall, marilyn manson, papa roach, senses fail, the hot lies, panic! at the disco, hawthorne heights, greely estates, matchbox romance [ these are in no particular order ]
i am not agasinst gay people.. i love em !
i dont like pacificist, emo haters, posers, preps.. u get the general idea
i have a diverse range of personailties, they are all me, i just show different sides of me to different people and it also depends wat mood you catch me in
i am on whole an emotional person. i get angry and annoyed easily, i can cry easily [ well depends on the issue ], i can be like all hyper etc etc.. u get the general idea
out of all of my frends.. only 3 know everything about me
i do not believe in teenage "love".. doesnt mean im against it. i just hate it when people claim to be in love and then break up, then after 3 weeks date someone new . cliam they are in love.. and the cycle repeats itself
i have never had a boyfrend. nor have i had my first kiss yet. it just hasnt happened for me
i generally like darker people, but they have to be like sweet as well. u noe wat i mean. music is my life, so i cant see myself dating [ if it happens ] with someone who has a complete opposite taste in music from me
i dont realli like music that isnt rock, or along the lines of
i love summer, hate the cold
if i could get away i would. i would love to live in different places around the world, live like a free spirt, but its not going to happen for me
i really want a "funeral of hearts " tat. but i doubt i will get one
i dont drink/ smoke: i dont care if u do it, just dont force me to do it
i dont care what people think of me. i know some people think im weird so to them i say kindly swallow your tongue and go die =]
the prospect of death does not frighten me. i dont mind it. but doesnt mean ill kill myself anytime soon [ unlucky for u =p ]
i dont tend let alot of people in, but when i do its a big deal you noe.. like its important.
i have a soft spot for geeks [ like seth, i love the oc despite the teenies wearing the " i love oc" and all types of things, it is a good show, rad humor etc ]
i love the lord of the rings
favorite colours include: black, red, grey and white
im a straight edged person.
im not a liar. i can not stand liers. death to them all
i LOVE my frends more than i can contemplate.. and honestly for those whom noe me im grateful u put up with me coz i noe i cna be difficult [ god im so cheesy ]
i like horror movies, but i get scared easily
im a touch feel-y person. i like hugs/ cuddles. ebing generally close to someone.
i can talk to one person for hours and hours.
i dont like confrontation
well thats all i can think of for now.. enjoy !! =]
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